Sunday, March 6, 2011

Wondering and Trusting

Wondering...
How is it that God planned our family in ways we could of never imagined?
What are Heidy and Andres doing right this very second?
When will be recieve our I800A approval?
Will the Lord find a way to unite us together before Andres birthday on June 17th?
How in the world can I be gone for 5 weeks?
How is it that this well of love for our children...here and not here quite yet...  continues to swell?
Why do I find myself wanting to cry when I least expect tears to flow?
How did God plan it so that he would speak to me so profoundly through my children?
How do I have peace... yet a gnawing emptiness,  - waiting and waiting...
Longing for Heidy and Andres to be home...?
Wondering...  And Trusting...